boozin'

i disappointed my lunchmates yesterday by not ordering a beer at lunch. i was the only one (besides He Who Wouldn't Ever Buy Beer) and that irritated and confused them.

today, i did buy beer with lunch. the difference? yesterday's beer would have been a sierra nevada. today's was a leffe.

i don't drink socially. i will drink in social situations, but i will not drink simply because others are drinking. this isn't a theory or a supposition, it has proven to be 100% true. if what's being served is boring or not to my taste, i'll have a water.

i end up feeling uncomfortable and awkward, but i spend 100% of my life feeling uncomfortable and awkward in one way or another. i mark the moment i realized i was not only okay with that, but proud of it as a part of my personalty as the moment i became an adult.