laughter

i've been laughing a lot lateley.

wednesday evening, after i'd hung up with 203, i happened to catch myself in the mirror, smiling. i broke out into laughter, thinking to myself how she'd be with me, soon.

last night, i was dreaming. i woke up a couple of times, but each time i fell back asleep, the dream would resume. 203 and i were together at last, in my dream, but she was on her way out in less than a week. also, we were hiking around in a cave with my 95 year old aunt and someone disrespected her (the aunt) and had to be killed. but the main plotline was 203's impending departure. there was an airport scene and a couple other leaving-related settings.

during one of these 203-leaving-vignettes, i rolled over, awake, and bumped into the real 203. i laughed out loud, not loud enough to wake her, before i went back to sleep.